//But I can not lie, only twelve more days of listening to same old drama, the same old whining of pathetic attempts to see who has the worst life. Only twelve more days of seeing the same old faces and having to listen to same old bullshit the past four plus years.
//I would be lying if I said I would miss that.
//Though, there is only twelve more days eating those yummy pasta salads that are sometimes served or to my dismay not served. Only twelve more days of rushing to eat as fast as we can so we can go hang out in the back hallway and tell the German teachers were smoking. Only twelve more days of third hour food break.
//I will miss it but I am looking forward to college next semester, looking forward to getting away, escaping.
//A job is still non-existent in my life, applying today, hoping to land a job that wont have me bagging groceries or flipping burgers.
//Probably will be doing that anyway.
//Need money to develop my film, to get some flippin' batteries to power my camera.
//Obviously, still broke.
//Still not really caring.
//As long as I have you to hold me and keep me company with lots of movie and icing fights.
//Thinking of getting a Itouch, aka. Ipod touch, in the future.
//Or maybe I will just blow off money with lots of sushi and you know that funny thing called college tuition.
//Christmas presents laughing at me from underneath the tree.
//I will kick them in the face!
//Happy about where I am in life, as long as you are in it,
//Maintaining a stable level of confidence and self esteem, never knew there was such a thing but I do believe I have found it.
//Not caring what others say, think, or do. It's just you and me.
//Sustaining sanity besides the fact that it is winter, check?
//Maybe I am just accepting my insanity.
//Hoping to gain some kind of order in my mind through writing this pointless journal, CHECK.
//Uncomfortably energetic? You know it. ^_-






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"Those who do not want to imitate anything, produce nothing" - Dali.
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"Gimme some OJ I stuck the wrong end of the paintbrush in my mouth" - yours truely.
I've been worried about you.
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"Marriage is the only war in which you sleep with your enemy"
~eMiLiE aUtUmN
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